Let's talk about tomorrow. No, it's not just any other day. It's V day!
Valentines Day is fast approaching, and honestly, we all know the mixed emotions that come with this holiday. Some people having nothing but heart eyes all day long hoping for all the flowers and chocolates in the world. Some people complain all day long on social media and to their coworkers because they want everyone to know they are miserable not having anyone to share the day with. Love, hate, sadness, happiness, joy- everyone feels some type of emotion on Valentine's day.
To be honest, I am a fan of the day. I will admit it is fun when you have someone to share the love with, but overall, I do like the stereotypical traditions on Valentines Day. No matter who you are, I believe it is important to love every day, but it is especially fun on Valentines Day.
One thing you should know about me is my love for all things in celeb culture. I read and keep up with popular culture each day. Partly because I am intrigued and hope to work in the industry one day, but also because I truly am such of fan of so many musicians, actors, actresses, tv personalities, comedians, dancers, and entertainers. There is just something about staying up to date with that world that is fun to me.
Last week, one of my favorites, Selena Gomez did an interview with the Fashion magazine, Harpers Bazaar, where she talked about several things from her music, to being the most followed person on Instagram, to her street style and to overall life lessons. She even talked about her love for the restaurant Chilis, which I could 100% relate to. Again, I was reading this because I am such a fan of hers. She is my WCW every day. But one thing really stuck out to me. She was asked if she believed that 2018 was going to be better than 2017 and in her response, she addressed her health struggles in the past and even her battle with depression and anxiety. This was her response:
"I’ve had a lot of issues with depression and anxiety, and I’ve been very vocal about it, but it’s not something I feel I’ll ever overcome. There won’t be a day when I’m like, “Here I am in a pretty dress—I won!” I think it’s a battle I’m gonna have to face for the rest of my life, and I’m okay with that because I know that I’m choosing myself over anything else. I’m starting my year off with that thought. I want to make sure I’m healthy. If that’s good, everything else will fall into place." -Selena Gomez
If you would like to read more the article can be found here: http://www.harpersbazaar.com/culture/features/a15895669/selena-gomez-interview/
First of all, I applaud her for being so open about such a personal struggle. That is hard. I cannot imagine being on her level of fame and talking openly like that. I really identified with this because this year already I have learned the importance of putting myself first (behind God, of course). I always try to put others first because I believe that is the way I am wired. But what I am realizing is that there comes a time in your life when you have to make sure you are taking care of yourself. Making the right positive decisions that are healthy for YOU. I spent so long worrying about others and trying to please others that it truly started to affect my health. When I was casually reading this article I instantly knew God was sending me a sign, telling me to keep doing what I have been doing. It is working!
Selena is my Valentine this year even though I believe she may be back with Justin Beiber (lol). Little moments like this teach us the biggest lessons. This Valentine's day, let go of other things and love yourself. Love yourself because I am assuring you that in the end, it will not only make you happier, but it will make you healthier. A happy lifestyle is a healthy lifestyle. I am grateful for my health and the things I have been doing lately to make me a happier and healthier person. This Valentine's day I will love others immensely, but most of all I will love myself because, ironically, we were also created to do just that.
Happy Valentines Day! I love you. I love me!
Southern and Thankful
Did you know that the average person has five social media accounts, and spends at least 1 hour and 40 minutes on social media in ONE day?
Did you also know that the average person spends 5 hours on their phone in ONE day?
C R A Z Y, right?!? And hey, I am just as guilty, if not more, than the next person. As I reflected back on 2017, I realized that this has been a source of sadness and anxiety for me. You know what I mean. Like:
Why didn't they text me back?
I feel like that photo should have gotten more likes.
Did I save the streak?
Why did they lose the streak?
Why did they read that and not reply?
Did they not get my message?
Should I share this on Facebook?
Is this funny enough?What would people think about that?
How does this edit look?
Got any funny caption ideas?
Did I put too much on my story?
Why does their life look so much better than mine?
Now, you may not ask yourself all these questions, but these are thoughts I found myself thinking over the last year. Don't get me wrong, I am also a fan of social media, but it comes with such pressure. I also believe it can be unhealthy to the point where it changes a person. Several of my friends have recommended over the course of the year that I should try and spend less time on social media , and eventually my phone, but I was too stubborn to listen. You have to keep the followers happy, right? False. You need to keep yourself happy. Obsessing over posts and pictures can lead you down the wrong path.
For me, spending less time on social media is a resolution for 2018 that is on the top of my list. I have other goals on my list, like spending more time in the word and pray, reading more for fun, and exercising more. I realized that if I cut back on social media, I would have time to properly do these things. I have already read two books this month!! Don't get me wrong, removing myself from the constant barrage of social media has also been inconvenient, but it is so worth it for me. I gave up Facebook (although, I will still be sharing this on there for people to read). And. I have also done away with Snapchat (I still have been keeping my streaks because I am loyal and may get back on there one day so I want to keep them up... lol pointless-seeming I know...but it was a big investment for me to just throw away). The only site I really use and check now is Instagram. I know what some of you are thinking, but it is my favorite one and I wanted to be connected somehow. Even this slightest change has already made me feel so much better and it has only been a little over a week for me!
The Chainsmokers recently released a song called "Sick Boy." Not my all-time favorite, but one verse stood out to me: "how many likes is my life worth?" it questions. This is the issue with social media nowadays. Everyone's lives are devoted to social media and if they don't have it, nobody would be known. Their lives would fade away. At least, that is what we think. People aren't living just to live anymore. They live for the likes they will get when they post about it. They live for the Snapchats they can get to make it look like they are having fun. They live for the funny things they can post about on Facebook or Twitter. They make fake and staged poses, take 10,000 pictures in order to get one perfect one and end up editing the life out of it. People are posing for "candid" pictures nowadays. Excuse me, but doesn't the word "candid" mean you don't pose for them?
I am so guilty of living for other people and not living for myself, but I can promise you that is going to change this year and it starts with taking some time away from the root of the problem. Even giving up a few accounts makes a difference, I swear. I mean you know it is bad when you are trying to take multiple pictures because you need one for the Instagram story and one for the Snapchat story, but they have to be equally as good. Enough is enough. Live in the moment. Don't let people, or "likes", define your happiness. Your life is worth more than all the likes in the world...that is a proven fact I am thankful for.
Southern and Thankful
I sat at home this morning, laying on my couch, watching out the windows as a gloomy day passed in Arkansas. A little rain here and there, colder weather, and lots of fog... Honestly my favorite type of day to stay inside! The house was quiet, as everyone was either at school or work- perks of being a college student on Winter break. I was reading a book, but I could not take my eyes off of the fog. As the day went on, the fog really set in. It was not only strangely dark and pretty, but oddly very peaceful.
Naturally, it got me to thinking... lately, our little town has lost several people to sickness and cancer. I had lunch with a friend yesterday and we dicussed the sadness that brings to a small town, whether you are directly affected, or not. As I was studying the fog, and thinking/praying, a thought suddenly came to mind. We are often faced with a fog in front of us. Maybe physically it's not there, but mentally, we do not know what the future holds- it is clouded by fog. As you all who follow me know, I have become even more aware of how important it is that I trust in the plan God has for me, even though because of "fog", I don't always know exactly what that looks like. We can all overthink too much, playing out in our heads what will happen, but no one knows except for God because He is on the other side of that fog, guiding us through. Somedays the fog is thicker, some days, very faint; but, still present. Regardless, it is there distracting us, obscuring our vision.
With the fog this morning, I knew what was beyond it. The homes and trees of course, because I have seen the world outside my house in full color and clarity. I believe the only way to see through the "fog" and uncertainty we face in every day life is to trust in God. Having faith in Him is the only way for us to truly be okay with the fog.
I can think back to times in my life where I was attempting to navigate through the thick fog all alone and of course, I failed miserably. Life is too short and too fragile to waste it wondering and worrying what lies beyond or within the fog. Just like the fog, life is mysterious, dark, light, and full of potential. Often in fog, our vision is clouded making our decisions clouded. The fog hides the truth from us and let's be honest, the longer we hide in the fog the worse things get.
I encourage you to find your light. For me, that is Christ. Use whatever or whoever you choose to help you walk in the light- to live in the light. The fog is breathtaking, but at the end of the day, we all thrive from a little light. Love your neighbor, hold on to your friends, and cherish the time you have walking in the light because the longer the fog sticks around, the easier it becomes to get lost.
1 Corinthians 13:12
"We don't yet see things clearly. We're squinting in a fog, peering through a mist. But it won't be long before the weather clears and the sun shines bright! We'll see it all then, see it all as clearly as God sees us, knowing him directly just as he knows us!"
Southern and Thankful
Last week, I was wandering around a party supply store anxiously preparing for a New Year's Eve party with my sweet sister, Madison. For many years we have celebrated the New Year in Hot Springs, Arkansas. As we have grown up, Madison and I have enjoyed making sure we have proper decorations to make the celebrations even that much more fun. We especially love the giant number balloons that are so IN right now...I mean, they even have their own Snapchat and Instagram filters during the holidays. Anyway, as I walked around the shop and looked at all the different decorations, I thought how fun it would be to be in that business, right?
Confetti, balloons, streamers, noisemakers, hats, and more!
I could not take my eyes off of this giant ball of ribbon. I am assuming it is used for something related to balloons. But, being the OCD individual I am, I was freaked out at how easily it looked like the whole thing could fall apart at just any minute. All someone would have to do is pull the ribbon the wrong way and BOOM they would have it all over the place. What a mess that would be!
We finished our shopping and stuffed the balloons in the car. I moved on from the near disaster they had on their hands at the store with that ribbon, but later that night as I was laying in bed, my mind wondered back to that giant ball of ribbon. I am serious, thinking about it made me cringe a little. I realized that I have more in common with that big ball of beautiful ribbon than I would like to admit.
You see that ribbon was sitting there perfectly fine. The workers were using it as normal. They were surely used to it! But if someone wanted to make a mess of it, they easily could. That ribbon was holding itself together. It didn't need to be bothered, but if it was in the slightest, it could really start to unravel.
Now, you may think I am silly comparing myself to a ball of ribbon, but I had this oddly accurate realization that I could relate to this ribbon. You see over the past year it has been easy for me to hold it all together, or atleast make it look like I had it all together. Appearances are no problem! There were very few things that could cause me to outwardly unravel, but when would I think about the things that were bothering me, and dwell on them, that is when I would completely fall apart, just like this ribbon would if someone started pulling on it.
For me, I could see areas and instances in my life where certain things or thoughts of certain people would cause me nothing but negativity in my head. And, that is exactly what the devil was trying, and still tries, to do. He knows what makes us weak. He knows our pressure points and he wants to push on those until we completely cannot take it anymore. In my life, it is always focusing on others approval or disapproval of me. He so enjoys putting those negative thoughts in my head... making me overthink. It always gets to me. But I will say that seeing this ball of ribbon in this little party shop taught me something pretty cool. Seeing something for what it is, like the devil trying to pull me apart just perfectly by nagging on something so sensitive makes it that much easier to fight him and not let him win.
A lot of life is fighting against whatever or whoever (in my case the Devil) you believe is trying to bring you down. These days I am doing everything I can to fight against him and rely on God to help me always see the positive. Seeing what I am fighting against, in a party shop of all places, gave me a good start to 2018!
I want to thank all of you who have encouraged and said such kind things to me about my blog post the other day. It really made me feel good to share what 2017 was like for me, but also receiving such wonderful support warmed my heart. I hope everyone is off to a great start in this new year AND I hope you will not let someone or something pull on a part of your ribbon that breaks you down! You are beautiful, full, and just as complex as that shiny ribbon....no need to let anyone or thing mess you up. We have so much to be thankful for!
Southern and Thankful
Pop the champagne-- 2017 is on the way out!!!
Most of you know that I had my hardest year to date in 2017. Don't get me wrong, I made wonderful memories, but also experienced some big-time lows. My anxiety reached a whole new level. I felt worthless and stupid. I blamed God. I struggled with waves of emotion. I forgot where my worth came from. I lost sight of who I was and what I was doing. I let the opinions of others and the thoughtlessness define me. Looking back, I now know that in this disappointing time, I had a decision to make...I could spiral or I could rise. Sadly, for a brief time, I unknowingly chose to spiral.
During this time, I reached out to someone who I cared about and who I know at some point cared deeply for me. Sadly, they didn't respond. I waited, but the help I was hoping for never came. I didn't think much about it at the time. Of course, I was hurt, but I didn't learn until months later that this was a defining moment for me. Understand, it made me feel weak just to reach out. There were nights where I didn't know how much more I could take before I let such darkness and negativity overcome me. I am not going to lie, it absolutely would have if it weren't for a few saving graces.
1. Christ has always been my rock. No matter what adversity came my way, I always stood up tall and proud because I have tremendous faith in God. This year I did not have that faith for a majority of the year. No worries, I got it back recently! But negativity piled on negativity forced me into this box and I could not see my way out for a while. I know God has a definite plan though, and I also know that his divine intervention saved me in the nick of time.
2. My family never fails to remind me how loved I am. They show their love in multiple ways, but at the end of the day, love was one thing I really needed. They have been wonderful encouragers, and I know I did not make it easy on them at times. They know I love them just as much! Whether it was a simple text or a surprise visit...family always reminds you that you are not alone!
3. My friends. Sol, Sam, Patrick, Chris, and Justin to name a few. They chose to walk with me during this time, even when it got hard. Whenever I needed support, these guys showed up big time. Thank you for forming #teamcade!
The world is cruel and people can be, too. Surround yourself with God and build your faith by getting in the word. Satan wants nothing more than to make you feel isolated and alone. Case in point, we are in an age where technology is controlling us more and more every day. We don't like what we see in the mirror and we constantly strive to keep up this image online for our followers to see. We don't feel good enough, smart enough, pretty enough, popular enough, or strong enough. But, I've learned that perfection leads to isolation. I've also learned that we don't love or listen to our parents enough. We let the number of views our stories get determine our mood for the day. We forget to say thank you and we judge the common stranger. We also might drink too much on occasion and make stupid decisions. We gossip and spread rumors. We rely too much on others and become victimized by our friend's actions. We are flawed, but with all these flaws and self-doubt, we are fearfully and wonderfully made for a reason. We have the option to spiral or rise- both uniquely different routes, but both filled with tremendous lessons on life.
This year I spiraled and hated almost every minute of it. Now that the year is coming to a close I see what God was trying to teach me: you were born to rise but in order to rise you have to start at the bottom. I reached the bottom, believe me, and in this coming year...I will choose to rise! And, I have to know that if all the good in my life were to be taken away, God is still good. I cannot rely on people, even the ones who love me most, for my happiness. And I sure can't rely on the ones who don't. I must rely solely on HIM!
I don't think all my struggles will go away at the stroke of midnight. However, I do know that with the start of a new year comes the closing of one chapter and the beginning of another. I don't have many expectations for this coming year, which may I add is a big year with added responsibilities and changes that come with graduation in May. I look forward to the excitement coming my way. The unknown, the new relationships, the lost relationships, and whatever else God has in store for me. Together with God... I will rise!
So, 2018...let's do this. I'll be bringing my new found faith in Christ, my wonderful relationships with friends and family, the life lessons I've learned and Taylor Swift's new album with me, but the rest of 2017...I'll be leaving you in the past!!
Happy New Year to each of you. May 2018 be a year on the rise!
--by grace through faith--
Southern and Thankful
I have always loved this time of year. From the holiday parties to the presents to the delicious food to the traditions, like the Christmas Eve service...It is such a wonderful time. Lots of love and laughter to go around for all, yet this year it has been different for me. I have still loved all the excitement and celebrations, but for me, this year, Christmas has been different.
Just when I thought I understood the depths of gratitude, 2017 came along and showed me up. In the coming week, I intend to recap the year, but I didn't realize how grateful this year has made me until the holiday season came around. When my Mom was begging me for a Christmas list I honestly had such a hard time coming up with much. I am not just saying that to sound humble, promise. I truly know that I have everything I could ever want in life. There is very little, if any at all, that I need. I did came up with a list of wants and popular items that are probably on everyone's list but in all honesty... I could go this whole Christmas without opening one gift. Not only do I have everything I need, but this year has shown me that some of the biggest blessings are not material possessions. I will be opening gifts, I am sure, but the point is I came to this realization that Christmas is so much more than the fun parties, the extravagant gifts, and the delicious food... Christmas is something more.
All the decorations, the mistletoe, the snow, the carols- if none of that was here, would you still celebrate Christmas... you know, for its true meaning? This is something I have asked myself over and over again. It's a hard question really, but I have decided that I definitely WOULD celebrate Christmas without all of these things. For the first time I not only understand how truly special and holy the birth of Jesus is, but I also understand how truly special the people and things already in my life are. I think understanding the importance of Jesus' birth and knowing how blessed I am has given me the best outlook I have ever had. For me, this Christmas will be one unlike any other.
Happiness does not come in a cardboard box. It is wonderful and beautiful to sit by your fire and gaze at all the Christmas decorations, as I am doing now, but if all of it went away, would you still celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ? Ask yourself that this year! Spend time with your loved ones, and if you can't be with friends or family, text or call them and show them love. We should do that every day, but especially on a day like Christmas. I know my friends and family mean more to me than they ever have in the past. We get so caught up in all of it that we often forget the reason for the season. We forget that on this day many years ago, in the stable where Mary gave birth to Jesus, that they had none of this. Be grateful for everything and everyone that makes this season bright, but don't forget to be thankful for the brightest of them all. You know, the birthday boy who saved our lives. I, this Christmas more than ever, know without a doubt that he saved my life. That is something I will celebrate and consider my BEST gift this Christmas.
Lots of love to you and yours. Christmas is something more...that is what I am thankful for.
May your day be joyful and bright... Merry Christmas to all!
Southern and Thankful
A few weeks ago I was having a conversation with a friend about how I hadn't been feeling like myself at times and he replied, "well, when was the last time you wrote a blog?" --- like boom, right?
Therefore, here I am. Honestly, I am a little embarrassed because I haven't written since July and its November!! I wish I could give you some excuse, like I am taking 18 hours + I have a job, and all these other commitments blah blah blah... but I don't have any excuses, really. I've just fallen out of writing everyday... I used to be so good at it.
Pro Tip: when we do something routinely, or by habit, don't become lazy...it's the worst.
I was looking for something really good to write about, but instead of going all out, I thought I would try going "ole school" and just tell you about the little things I am thankful for. Like, for instance, my weekend because it was one that was filled with good memories!
This past Saturday TCU played UT here at TCU, and it was a fun game, but I will always remember it as the last game (unless there is some change of plans) that I attended as a TCU student. Believe me, that was HARD to type. I remember at the beginning of the semester I wrote down all of the games in my planner and I never imagined that this game would come so fast!! And just like that, it's already gone. Crazy!!
I decided at the beginning of last week that I was not going to go into the weekend all sad. My parents were coming, it was a night game (and not hot)...basically, I had a whole list of reasons in my head to be thankful. As a entered the stadium and got my traditional bucket of popcorn (tbt to when I cried into that bucket at the last game of 2016...I didn't want that to happen again lol) I looked around and relished in all of the memories made in that stadium on game day. I looked around and saw myself grow as a student through these memories. From being asked to victory during a game freshman year to making all sorts of friends in the stands....I have loved my time in the student section cheering on the horned frogs.
I guess this was the first of many lasts coming up way to quickly. I mean I enroll for my last semester on Wednesday-- MAKE IT STOP. I did enjoy my last game with some really fun and kind gals. Nothing but laughs and smiles... as it should be! I encourage you to find thanks in the bittersweet moments that life brings. I know I will be trying to do this many more times throughout my senior year. After all, that is what Southern and Thankful would do (wink wink).
I would also like to thank my parents for coming down for the weekend and spending time with me. I promise you,they enjoy TCU almost as much as I do, so it is really only fair they get to enjoy these last memories, too. Also, they took me and a friend (lol sorry mills #replaced) to the Dallas Cowboys game on Sunday, which was an awesome experience. Something I had been wanting to do since I have been a student living in Texas. It was truly so fun to experience this with three of my favorite people and add to a weekend full of great memories. We are all fortunate to be here each and every day making memories with those around us....we are lucky to have the opportunity. This is just an outlook I have been taking, attempting to truly cherish the lucky memories in life. These aren't your everyday normal memories. These are the memories that make an impact on your life. These are the memories you consider yourself lucky to experience. I hope you will take this outlook, too. Trust me, we are so so lucky! #blessed
If you are still here, thanks for reading. It feels good to be back. Make the lucky memories. Cherish the lucky memories. Be thankful.
Southern and Thankful
AHHH. AYYYEEE. YASSSSS. YIIPPPEEEE. NOOOO WAYYYY.
These are all acceptable and/or appropriate reactions you are allowed to have after hearing that Southern and Thankful shirts are back by popular demand!!!! I can hardly contain my excitement. After all, it has been over a year since I released a shirt. I had many reasons for the break, but was shocked (and secretly thrilled) at how many people throughout the year would ask when I would be doing another shirt. I was also pleasantly surprised by the number of you I have seen, with my own eyes or via social media, wearing Southern and Thankful. Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!!! These new ones are for you and I hope you love them as much as I do...if that is possible!
Seems I have been planning and thinking about this release for a while now, but at the same time, I have been hesitant because I knew that sharing these shirts would also mean sharing the most recent part of my story. It was an extremely difficult, and scary, time for me. Not to mention for my family and friends. I have never held back being completely honest with you all, and I have prayed over and over again that what I am about to share will help someone out there who may be going through a similar situation. I ask that you please do not judge and that you express only love because this is not very easy for me. Thankfully, I have faith that my God is going to do something earth shattering with this story.
Junior year started out being absolutely incredible. I remember laying in my bed most nights thinking
"This is what I dreamed college would be like."
It seemed like that for the first time in my entire life, everything was at this perfect level. I was on such a high and I can tell you, I never wanted to come down. Little did I know at the time, life was not perfect and things were going to come crashing down...hard. I could indeed tell you the exact moment I was knocked off that perfect balance, but honestly that moment is small in the grand scheme of things. Second semester of Junior year proved to be the lowest of lows I have ever been in. I know now this was because of an accumulation of things: broken bone, sickness, people changing, relationships changing, stress of school, etc. and the more time passed the lower I got. I was in this place that was so oddly unfamiliar to me, and I had no idea what to do. I began to question everything in my life and I felt so hopelessly worthless.
You are probably thinking, me- Cade Bethea? And you may be a little confused because if you looked at me I bet that is something you wouldn't have ever imagined. That is exactly why I am sharing.
The saddest part about the whole thing was how blind I was to God whom was right in front of me the whole time. There are a numerous amount of things that have helped me and will continue to always help me- because depression is not a one and done sickness. It is a struggle and I have seen and met others who are worse off than I am. But for the rest of my life when I tell this story or look back on this time I will remember these words because they truly changed my life:
"Cade, you must remember where your worth comes from."
I spent all of last year looking for my worth in other things, especially people. Mainly, I think, because I became distant from Christ. There were countless times people and failures made me feel like I was not good enough. When I was putting so much of my time and energy into these instances where I was constantly feeling hurt and looked down on, it made me feel like I was not good enough. Not good enough to chase my dreams. Not good enough to fall in love. Not good enough to succeed. That is absolutely terrifying.
I am here to tell you, from a person that has been there: YOU are good enough. We are constantly looking on social media comparing ourselves to others. We walk around school wishing we looked like someone else. We want to be skinnier, prettier, smarter, faster, stronger, more popular. We want to get the most likes and comments. We want the latest and greatest clothes, shoes, purses, and phones. And when we don't have these things, we feel unaccepted or unworthy. We want our friends, family, girlfriends, boyfriends, wives, and husbands to tell us how great we are. We want them to spend time with us and care about us and when they don't, we feel unaccepted or unworthy. But if we were meant to be unaccepted, then why were we made at all?
When you look in the mirror you should see how beautiful, handsome, intelligent, strong, and courageous you are. YOU are not the opinion of someone who doesn't know you or even someone who does know you. You are fearfully and wonderfully made for a reason and it is not to be torn down. If the people in your life cannot see that about you then who cares because do you know who can see that? Yeah, the big man upstairs. You are good enough. You are good enough every single day of your life. You are good enough to be whomever you want to be whenever you want to be .You cannot allow someone or something to have so much control over your life that they ruin it, trust me. You need something, not worldly, to look towards because that is when you will find the most joyous worth ever made. If you do not know God and want to reach out to me, please do!! I will do my best to help you. I let others dictate my happiness to a point of depression. Do not get to a point where you are questioning your worth, or WHERE it comes from, because that is the one thing that should never be questioned. You are loved and you are good enough to be you every single day.
You are not defined by an Instagram photo. By a moment or a like. You are not defined by someone else's words or thoughts. At the end of the day that negativity is background noise. Be yourself. Be true to yourself. Have confidence in yourself. Love others and everything will be okay.
Lastly, you never know what a person is going through. Anxiety, depression, and suicide is real. It is everywhere and it is talked about now more than ever. Be kind to others. Smile at others. Be intentional in conversation because I promise you it makes a world of difference.
Ecclesiastes 3 says, "there is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens"
I believe entirely in this season because it has taught and reminded me of two life changing facts:
1. There is always something to be thankful for.
2. You are good enough.
And with that I introduce to you the latest and greatest Southern and Thankful shirts! A percentage of the sales from these shirts will go towards Project Semicolon, which is a wonderful non-profit advocating and helping those with mental illness. Please get a shirt, wear it proudly and share the message behind it, because I want others to know they are not alone. And most importantly I want them to know what it means to be Southern and Thankful.
God takes us through those times to teach us some of the craziest things. I thank him for placing the perfect people in my life at the perfect time to help me through this and I thank my friends and family
(the few people who knew) for loving me unconditionally and encouraging me to be the best me I can be. Once I learned this, I realized where my worth came from and I realized just how wonderful we all are. I am good enough. You are good enough. That is what I will forever be thankful for!
Southern and Thankful
Oh hey. Yeah, remember me?
I do apologize for the brief stint of absence over the past few months. And, man they've been a wild ride...a few "life defining" moments, you could say. So big, in fact, I've sat down at my computer on multiple occasions and have yet to find the words. But believe me, I will share as He gives me the words. His timing, of course. So...stay tuned!!
On another note, I am thrilled to share that this month marks the 3rd anniversary of me being southern AND thankful. It is really crazy thinking back to that night 3 years ago when I woke from a dream with this strong urge to start a blog about giving thanks. Such a God moment. I remember that night as being one of the first times I felt God speaking straight to my heart. I really enjoy looking back at how Southern and Thankful has grown, and God willing, will continue to grow. I don't remember if I have shared this before, but during my Sophomore year in college, and honestly a little into Junior year, i had a major identity crisis. I feel like this is a very normal thing, especially during these years of my life. But, as it turned out, this "crisis" led me to a few conclusions:
1. I realized a lot about about myself
2. At first, I didn't understand the feelings I was having, but over a year later He is showing me how it all connects
3. Most importantly, I was reminded why I am Southern and Thankful
Being at TCU, I have met an insane amount of incredible people, and at times...it was very hard for me to personally feel incredible as me, Cade. A lot of people knew me as "southern and thankful" , which was totally cool. But, at the same time I became very disappointed that Cade wasn't really shinning. I don't really expect you to understand because you are probably thinking, "Cade is Southern and Thankful", but the issue was that I wanted to be known as more than Southern and Thankful. I've spent so much time trying to figure out how to do that. In the end, or up until this point atleast, I've come to the realization that I am both... I'm sure you've noticed that while trying to figure all of this out, I took a step back from writing, and designing. But, just as God is working in me, and hopefully making me better, He is helping me to see how I can reach people thru my brand and continually make it better, too. So with all that said, and in honor of this 3rd anniversary, I am happy to share some news with you:
NEW NEW NEW COMING SOON SOON SOON!!!
I honestly cannot tell you how much joy these new items bring me. I cannot wait for you to see them!!! Throughout my little step back I had so many people ask when was I going to do something new and I always said I would know when it felt like it was the right time. I knew God would place it on my heart for me to share and y'all.... he has sure done that. Keep up with me this summer to see the new stuff and hear a little of my story. I have never been through anything as hard as this last semester, but at the same time it has opened my eyes to a whole new view of life...mountains and valleys, and growth, right??!!
I am constantly in awe of God's plan for me! I cannot wait to see what else he has planned for me, and this brand. Especially after the mountain I just climbed. Do not be fooled...He has got you and he has a perfect plan for you... hold on and wait for it. I can promise you with my entire heart, it is worth every tear, disappointment, doubt, and worry. His view on our lives is absolutely stunning. We may not see it at the same time he does, but it is still just as beautiful once it is made known to us. Wait for the beauty... you'll be thankful you did.
I have been Southern and Thankful for 3 whole years at this point and no matter what happens in my life- the good / bad - the up's / down's I will always be William Cade Bethea, Southern and Thankful. I hope you will celebrate this new phase of my life with me. You are going to flip out when you see this new stuff... well at least I hope ;)
Get excited! Stay Tuned! Stay Thankful!
Southern and Thankful
Have you ever been broken? I guess in my case I have been feeling physically and mentally broken. It is actually something I can cross of my list because I cannot really recall a time in my life where I have felt this way. If you caught on to the "physically" part of that phrase then you are probably wondering what I meant by that exactly. Allow me to explain:
On February 25, 2017, while volunteering at Dance Marathon, which raises awareness for child cancer, I somehow fractured my scapula. I say somehow because
1. I have never broken or injured a bone in my life. I guess there is a first time for everything.
2. I was on a bouncy blowup obstacle course. What are the odds of that?
Between the doctors I have seen, and other medically inclined friends I have heard things like:
"How did you do that? That's nearly impossible!!"
"Injuring that bone takes extreme force Cade."
"That happened to my son, but he fell from 50 feet."
"This must be your first athletic injury." - L O L
Basically it is very hard to do and most people I have come into contact with are shocked that I, Cade Bethea, did that to myself. I mean I am also kind of shocked. Luckily, no surgery or cast. For the past almost month, I have been wearing a sling and though I am gracious because it could have been much worse, it was still not much fun. You never realize what a disadvantage it is to only be able to use one arm. I couldn't drive. I couldn't type. I couldn't do laundry. I couldn't trim my nails. I couldn't tie my shoes or put on socks. I couldn't carry my backpack. I couldn't sleep on it. I mean the list goes on and on. Nothing really has ever made me think, and be so thankful, in this type of way. I never realized how many routine things that I take for granted day after day.
Between having the flu, losing my phone while camping, and then fracturing my scapula- the past almost two months has left me feeling pretty broken, in many ways. But through of all of this, I was AMAZED...like BLOWN AWAY...at all of the love, support and comfort I received from the people around me at TCU and my family all the way in Arkansas. I cannot thank my roommates enough for driving me places, getting me food, and helping with the littlest of things. Even a, "is there anything I can do for you?" went such a long way with me. My friend Sam Baxter not only took me to the doctor after my injury (I was racing him on the obstacle course at the time- I won BTW), but also again later in the week at 7:45 a.m. and I will never be able to thank him enough. Even random people that really don't know me from Adam would ask me what happened and hold the door open for me. Every professor asked, and made me feel very comfortable. A guy that I know that lives near me passed me on the walk home and after discussing what happened, we each kept walking our separate ways. A few minutes down the road I hear someone running and it is this dude chasing after me asking if he can pray for me and my shoulder- Y'ALL talk about kindness. And so he did. Right there on the side of the road. I could have cried. I have never really had to face anything like this without my parents constant care. They really do make things so easy, but this time you could say I am learning what it means to grow up. Thank you to everyone who showed me any act of kindness. I will never be able to explain how much that kept me going. I am so blessed and loved. There is no better feeling.
However, I'll admit, all of this was placing a giant strain on me. I had so much going on at school and aside from the obvious, I was for some reason caught up on the people, whom I would do anything for, that barely said one word to me about my wellbeing. I think I was in shock at how insensitive people are. It really hurt my feelings, especially with a few people whom I place such a high priority on in my life. I just did not understand why it felt like my God was trying to break me. Over the past few months I have constantly found myself crying out to God saying: what in the world is going on? what am I doing wrong? - I truly didn't know how much more I could take. It has been one thing after another. Literally. And all I could feel was how broken I was. Of course, then I was quickly reminded how many other people DID care, and went out of their way to help me. I say all of this to say...
the devil is always going to be there tempting you and trying to make you feel sorry for yourself, feel negativity, feel isolated or alone...Those demons are always going to be riding shotgun and the only thing we can do is keep our eyes forced straight ahead- on the good things. We may not understand what God is doing or why people treat us wrongly, but that is all part of having faith and trusting that He is going to take care of us. But, I lost sight of it a little...again...you can only do so much with one arm... But I realized I have been wasting time on things, and people, that do not waste there time on me. I was letting those demons into the drivers seat and they were driving me into some dark places.
I have definitely taken back the wheel, but each day we have the choice to focus on the demons or on our faith and for me that is something I have to remind myself of every single day. Especially in times of trial. I am sharing all of this because I do not want anyone to ever let someone else or some situation make them feel like they are not good enough or strong enough. You can do ANYTHING if you have faith. Being physically and mentally broken has taught me that. We are all broken and when we realize that, we will truly be able to blossom under Him and His love! It reminds me of the verse I saw this weekend..."for when I am weak, I am strong"...He's got me!
Southern and Thankful
Blessed is an understatement when it comes to my life. Each and every day I am amazed by God's steadfast love. In return, I have claimed this space to show my thanks and whatever else comes along the way. A student at Texas Christian University who loves any creative insta post, all donuts, and dress pants that make you do a double take. I pray God has a grand purpose for me and I plan to get there with a little Southern and a lot of Thanks! Join me!